Truth to PTSD Tiggers
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Being a Warrior makes her feel strong, but not relaxed. It takes serious work to be ok with my fear.
Describing PST. Triggers can be extremely re-traumatize (sometimes even worse than the original wound becasue a person is often fragile (mentally &/or physically) for the original wound.
In most situations I feel I need to be a superhero to (simply) cope.
When I felt fear arise- can’t stop mental chatter. Known fact that people are not as healthy when there is chaos or probematic situations around.
These attaccks on my person have been in and near my home. I was stripped of my rights and tools to get rid of my current day aggressor from my my home environment. And becasue my rights were taken; I am not able to change the scene - (as Mr. Jeff Funk comes to my residential area).
The anxiety- nervous system is shattered- hit my center of being.
{In my classes I have been validated that emotions are real, emotions for survivors of severe trauma with PTSD are extremely real}.
Emotions and reason are different languages. Good luck thinking that they are they same!
Emotions are to powerful. Not a blame to feel emotion and seek to ease the stress.
In the case of Jeff Funk my emotions have come directly from experiences and they have chose for me- this is not conscious to feel fear, it is simply real.
{Example: this is not a choice= like when a person of war hears a gun shot: We Jump!, Now imagine a war vet hearing an unexpected shot. In my case: add attacked in my sleep, my home, then an abusive narcissist & sociopath learned from this and repeats. Followed by the commissioner/law making things worse. These are my experiences- YES, I HAVE FEAR & TRIGGERS!}
This is what I have told commissioner Trilla Bahrke over & over- but to not avail; her RULING & ORDER causes extreme unforgivable fear for me by condoning my aggressors behavior secondly she weakened my feeling of healing and strength by not by totally and completely denying me my Request for State Protection against my ex, Jeff Funk an:
addict, aggressor, bully, cheat, liar, narcissist, sociopath, thief and much more- all the right outside my home.
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